What an amazing game! im so glad we got to stomp Eli Manning in his own field. :]
Anyways, im so excited that JPB won his unemploymet dispute. Now our trip to Vegas and Disneyland is set! WOOOTWOOT. :] i think we decided to stay in Excalibur, they have really great room rates. i've never been to vegas. well, i take that back. i went once when i was like 8 or 9 and we stayed at motel 8 or something and it sucked. :/ sooo im really glad that i will experience Vegas minus the drinking. And JPB's yonger sis is going to elope so its going to be really fun.
im super excited that were going to Disney for Christmas. :] Well be there from the 22-24. :] super super excited. i think we are going to invest in disney passes. so im really excited. im going to be going to disney like every weekend, even if he doesnt want to go with me. ;]
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
For the better.
Things have definitly changed for the better! :] i'm so blessed by God's Grace and his miracles. I definilty have fallen off with going to church and i really need to push myself into going. I need to stop using Football season as an excuse, especially when there are 5 services!
Its definitly been awhile since i have updated and i guess much has been going on. For starters...my parents were scammed by an attorney that was supposed to help them with a loan litigation. i dont know how this law firm sleeps at night. im going to destroy them. however, i have to admit it has been very stressful, especially since i have the flu and to do all this paperwork and commute to la to meet the new attorneys and be my parents translator has been unfortunate to my health and my well being. hopefully, now that i feel better i might be a little bit more motivated.
things at school have been going very well, and im quite excited! hopefully, ill be interning by next semester and i will be certified by the end 2010. Then transfer to a university to get my damn bachelors and hopefully my masters.
JPB and has definitly become a new person. hes amazing and wonderful. thoughtful and gracious. however, he still has the "selfish" typical boy behavior but i dont think any guy gets rid of that attitude until they're like 80. im very proud of him and our relationship today. I just hope that things will slowly fall into place. I have to admit im a tad bit jealous of his sister getting married. Not in a way im going to throw at fit and sabatoge their wedding but moreso, i wish it was me. Im so happy for them and i love them and im very excited for them. but i still wish deep down it was me. but i know that my time will come eventually, i just cant force it or it will never happen.
anyways, it definitly is time for bed for me. especially since im sick and i need to get rid of this cough. night everyone.
Its definitly been awhile since i have updated and i guess much has been going on. For starters...my parents were scammed by an attorney that was supposed to help them with a loan litigation. i dont know how this law firm sleeps at night. im going to destroy them. however, i have to admit it has been very stressful, especially since i have the flu and to do all this paperwork and commute to la to meet the new attorneys and be my parents translator has been unfortunate to my health and my well being. hopefully, now that i feel better i might be a little bit more motivated.
things at school have been going very well, and im quite excited! hopefully, ill be interning by next semester and i will be certified by the end 2010. Then transfer to a university to get my damn bachelors and hopefully my masters.
JPB and has definitly become a new person. hes amazing and wonderful. thoughtful and gracious. however, he still has the "selfish" typical boy behavior but i dont think any guy gets rid of that attitude until they're like 80. im very proud of him and our relationship today. I just hope that things will slowly fall into place. I have to admit im a tad bit jealous of his sister getting married. Not in a way im going to throw at fit and sabatoge their wedding but moreso, i wish it was me. Im so happy for them and i love them and im very excited for them. but i still wish deep down it was me. but i know that my time will come eventually, i just cant force it or it will never happen.
anyways, it definitly is time for bed for me. especially since im sick and i need to get rid of this cough. night everyone.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
HEY HEY HEY.
It's been awhile. I am really going to try harder to keep up with my blog. i promise. :]
anyways, i hope that everyone's doing well. its been really hot here in SD, and it really brings back the times when i was in Florida. I hate the weather in G-ville. gross.
i know that i should be more thankful that i have a job at the moment. but danng, i really dislike my job. :[ it makes me sooo frustrated. im such a happy-go-gracie, but since this job i can see my attitude and personality change. im constantly pissy and im super snappy. and i do not like that at all...i really need to keep up with my prayers and continually pray for myself. i really need to learn how to put myself first (well God first then me). Im constantly putting others before me and i just get burned. hmm...i wonder what this has to do with being pissy and snappy and prayer? anyways, sorry tangent. :]
and im going to apologize ahead of time, my keyboard got jacked up so if letters are missing and theres random spaces everywhere, its the laptop. i guess theres food or some stuff clogging up the keyboards. thats pretty gross...
ive been going to yoga lately, it seems to help me a lot. :] im so excited i found an activity that really helps me relax and let go of all my thoughts, even if it is just for a hour. but going to yoga, i started working out again. :] im going to try really hard to hit the gym hardcore. i always do good for a month and then fall out of it. i need to constantly push myself, cause im getting older and loosing weight isnt as easy anymore. i need to find someone who can train me for free. :] this is where i wished i had a boyfriend who worked out and was sexy and ripped. dont get me wrong. John is gorgeous and super hot. but in the bad boy kinda way. not the im ripped kinda way. hahaha. i know you ladies understand.
well i kinda have a brain fart. so im going to twitter stalk. hahaha.
anyways, i hope that everyone's doing well. its been really hot here in SD, and it really brings back the times when i was in Florida. I hate the weather in G-ville. gross.
i know that i should be more thankful that i have a job at the moment. but danng, i really dislike my job. :[ it makes me sooo frustrated. im such a happy-go-gracie, but since this job i can see my attitude and personality change. im constantly pissy and im super snappy. and i do not like that at all...i really need to keep up with my prayers and continually pray for myself. i really need to learn how to put myself first (well God first then me). Im constantly putting others before me and i just get burned. hmm...i wonder what this has to do with being pissy and snappy and prayer? anyways, sorry tangent. :]
and im going to apologize ahead of time, my keyboard got jacked up so if letters are missing and theres random spaces everywhere, its the laptop. i guess theres food or some stuff clogging up the keyboards. thats pretty gross...
ive been going to yoga lately, it seems to help me a lot. :] im so excited i found an activity that really helps me relax and let go of all my thoughts, even if it is just for a hour. but going to yoga, i started working out again. :] im going to try really hard to hit the gym hardcore. i always do good for a month and then fall out of it. i need to constantly push myself, cause im getting older and loosing weight isnt as easy anymore. i need to find someone who can train me for free. :] this is where i wished i had a boyfriend who worked out and was sexy and ripped. dont get me wrong. John is gorgeous and super hot. but in the bad boy kinda way. not the im ripped kinda way. hahaha. i know you ladies understand.
well i kinda have a brain fart. so im going to twitter stalk. hahaha.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
man.
So who would have thought following God's plan would be so difficult.
Im really struggling with letting God take control of my life. its so hard for me to just let everything go and say "here you go, all these problems are yours now".
any suggestions?
Its been a stressful month.
Getting ready for a wedding is not fun. Once again, if i was in control, planning the wedding would be soooo much easier. However, i am not the wedding planner, bride nor the groom. So i have no control over anything! ugh.
but im really excited for the wedding! its the second wedding ill be going to this year. everyones getting married and having babies. i want to get married and have babies!! all this wedding talk and planning is making me want to get married!
but im pretty far from that point. i cant even get the guy to want to hang out with me... sigh. i hate this no title but were commited kind of relationship. it leaves me confused. one day were super good and then a few days later its like i mean nothing to him. when things get good between us he turns right around and runs the other direction. Even at the slight mention of being bf and gf again he's out the door. and to believe that im stupid enough to still wait. gosh, im such an idiot. but at the same time i cant just up and leave. i really want this realtionship to work out. but im so over playing this "game". sigh. kill me now!!!!
i got an interview with the credit dept at my job. so im super excited. please pray that this is something in God's plan and that ill move up the corporate ladder. though i dont want to stay with this company forever. i rather be at a desk then dealing with upset, cenial contractors and painters. CRAP. i have to go to work. didnt realize the time. write more later. :]
Im really struggling with letting God take control of my life. its so hard for me to just let everything go and say "here you go, all these problems are yours now".
any suggestions?
Its been a stressful month.
Getting ready for a wedding is not fun. Once again, if i was in control, planning the wedding would be soooo much easier. However, i am not the wedding planner, bride nor the groom. So i have no control over anything! ugh.
but im really excited for the wedding! its the second wedding ill be going to this year. everyones getting married and having babies. i want to get married and have babies!! all this wedding talk and planning is making me want to get married!
but im pretty far from that point. i cant even get the guy to want to hang out with me... sigh. i hate this no title but were commited kind of relationship. it leaves me confused. one day were super good and then a few days later its like i mean nothing to him. when things get good between us he turns right around and runs the other direction. Even at the slight mention of being bf and gf again he's out the door. and to believe that im stupid enough to still wait. gosh, im such an idiot. but at the same time i cant just up and leave. i really want this realtionship to work out. but im so over playing this "game". sigh. kill me now!!!!
i got an interview with the credit dept at my job. so im super excited. please pray that this is something in God's plan and that ill move up the corporate ladder. though i dont want to stay with this company forever. i rather be at a desk then dealing with upset, cenial contractors and painters. CRAP. i have to go to work. didnt realize the time. write more later. :]
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
God is AMAZING.
Yesterday probably had to be one of the worst days that i've had in a very long time.
So let me start it off.
Well actually it started the evening before hand where my dad & i got an arguement. moreso, my dad yelling and swearing at me saying that im worthless. (total old school asian thing). so that was that i went to bed probably at 7 and didnt wake up until i had to go to work the next day. So on the way to work i was praying and asking for guidance through out the day because i dont like being grumpy and mean. i work at a paint store so i get a lot of contractors that look down on me because i am girl. Well i had three customers that said they were being helped and then asked for help from my male co-workers. than i got phone calls after phone calls of people asking me they want to talk to a paint specialists. and when i said thats me their response is "well i rather talk to someone who knows what they're doing." usually, i dont let it get to me, but yesterday it bothered the mother out of me. i dont know why but goodness gracious i was really annoyed, upset, hungry and depressed. i pretty much cried during lunch and just completly ignored customers after i got back from lunch and just fixed the shelves and fixed product displays. on my way home i just prayed and prayed asking God to show me what i have to do. and 1825 popped in my head. :] so i was super excited and dragged Belle with me to YAC. Andy did an amazing job speaking, and it was something i totally needed to hear. God is good, Amen.
if anyone can please pray for me id really appreciate it.
So let me start it off.
Well actually it started the evening before hand where my dad & i got an arguement. moreso, my dad yelling and swearing at me saying that im worthless. (total old school asian thing). so that was that i went to bed probably at 7 and didnt wake up until i had to go to work the next day. So on the way to work i was praying and asking for guidance through out the day because i dont like being grumpy and mean. i work at a paint store so i get a lot of contractors that look down on me because i am girl. Well i had three customers that said they were being helped and then asked for help from my male co-workers. than i got phone calls after phone calls of people asking me they want to talk to a paint specialists. and when i said thats me their response is "well i rather talk to someone who knows what they're doing." usually, i dont let it get to me, but yesterday it bothered the mother out of me. i dont know why but goodness gracious i was really annoyed, upset, hungry and depressed. i pretty much cried during lunch and just completly ignored customers after i got back from lunch and just fixed the shelves and fixed product displays. on my way home i just prayed and prayed asking God to show me what i have to do. and 1825 popped in my head. :] so i was super excited and dragged Belle with me to YAC. Andy did an amazing job speaking, and it was something i totally needed to hear. God is good, Amen.
if anyone can please pray for me id really appreciate it.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
insight in my life as of now....
Okay, this has been annoying me a lot lately... (john & i talk complain about this all the time)
So i am now commuting a longer drive from Miramar to Santee. Well i get off work during the peak hours of traffic. (this has nothing to do with it, but moreso traffic) Anyways, now im constantly stuck in traffic and it makes me think WHY IN THE WORLD DO WE HAVE TRAFFIC! i understand if there are accidents, etc. but the traffic that just disappears in thin air makes me OHH so angry. do i make sense? those are the traffics that you think is a big accident and then you drive a mile down and realize that theres no traffic and everyones all off a sudden going 80 mph. WTFREAK...
(Inhale, EXHALE....) actually, it was more of a huge bite out of my mini apple, but thats beside the point. :]
Yesterday at 1825:Young Adult Cafe, we learned about taking risks with God. How we as Christians, are afraid to take risks and play it safe, because we think God will punish us. But we have to have faith, which allows us to take risks and chances. And as Christians we are called out to do so...Danny did an amazing job :] i totally related to his personal testimony about his mom, because of my dad...made it that more intense. sigh, also it brought back memories of my uncle, jun-hee. :[ Gosh, i miss him so much. And it sucks that i will never be able to see him again. I still struggle knowing that a lot of my loved ones that did pass, did not know God. My favorite Uncle, just gone...how can i try to justify that God wanted him and had plans with him, if he's not even in Heaven. But everything happens for a reason, and i guess i will find out when the time comes for me to leave this place.
Anyways...
Im super excited for the weekend. Its pretty jam packed!! Tomorrow, i have Vision Night for the Pebbles Pathway (the ministry im in). Then im going to Laura's bday party at the Hard Rock in downtown. Than on Saturday & Sunday going to the desert to go ride. :] i havent gone riding since summer. so im super stoked about getting back on a bike. woohoo. well anyways, im pretty tired so im going to hit the sack early. :]
night eveyone...
"I guess what I'm trying to say is, I don't think you can measure life in terms of years. I think longevity doesn't necessarily have anything to do with happiness. I mean happiness comes from facing challenges and going out on a limb and taking risks. If you're not willing to take a risk for something you really care about, you might as well be dead." --Diane Frolov and Andrew Schneider, Northern Exposure, Northern Lights, 1993
So i am now commuting a longer drive from Miramar to Santee. Well i get off work during the peak hours of traffic. (this has nothing to do with it, but moreso traffic) Anyways, now im constantly stuck in traffic and it makes me think WHY IN THE WORLD DO WE HAVE TRAFFIC! i understand if there are accidents, etc. but the traffic that just disappears in thin air makes me OHH so angry. do i make sense? those are the traffics that you think is a big accident and then you drive a mile down and realize that theres no traffic and everyones all off a sudden going 80 mph. WTFREAK...
(Inhale, EXHALE....) actually, it was more of a huge bite out of my mini apple, but thats beside the point. :]
Yesterday at 1825:Young Adult Cafe, we learned about taking risks with God. How we as Christians, are afraid to take risks and play it safe, because we think God will punish us. But we have to have faith, which allows us to take risks and chances. And as Christians we are called out to do so...Danny did an amazing job :] i totally related to his personal testimony about his mom, because of my dad...made it that more intense. sigh, also it brought back memories of my uncle, jun-hee. :[ Gosh, i miss him so much. And it sucks that i will never be able to see him again. I still struggle knowing that a lot of my loved ones that did pass, did not know God. My favorite Uncle, just gone...how can i try to justify that God wanted him and had plans with him, if he's not even in Heaven. But everything happens for a reason, and i guess i will find out when the time comes for me to leave this place.
Anyways...
Im super excited for the weekend. Its pretty jam packed!! Tomorrow, i have Vision Night for the Pebbles Pathway (the ministry im in). Then im going to Laura's bday party at the Hard Rock in downtown. Than on Saturday & Sunday going to the desert to go ride. :] i havent gone riding since summer. so im super stoked about getting back on a bike. woohoo. well anyways, im pretty tired so im going to hit the sack early. :]
night eveyone...
"I guess what I'm trying to say is, I don't think you can measure life in terms of years. I think longevity doesn't necessarily have anything to do with happiness. I mean happiness comes from facing challenges and going out on a limb and taking risks. If you're not willing to take a risk for something you really care about, you might as well be dead." --Diane Frolov and Andrew Schneider, Northern Exposure, Northern Lights, 1993
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