new beginnings.

Saturday was my last day at Grossmont. :[

I am "moving" up, supposedly to Miramar. Hopefully, things will run smoothly and i will catch on fast. Im really going to miss my co-workers are Gmont thought.

Im going to miss James's, crazy, hippy way at looking into life. He's always an inspiration and kept me strong and brought me down a notch when need be. He was my run too talk to about my problems guy, and he always was right. :] im going to miss that old man.

sigh, but i will not miss the annoying retail customers that come in demanding that i pick out a whole color scheme for their interior and exterior of their house. Hello, i just mix your paint...

I finally saw snow weds. i think its been about 6 years or so since ive seen snow. its been awhile. As you can see the wonderful lovely pic above of this post. :] its probably on of my recent fav of us. i dont have much pics of recently, its a shame...but under the circumstances it makes sense. Hopefully, ill be able to take more pics of us soo. :] sigh. anyways, it was great. i felt amazing to be in the snow "away" from the city and just be a part of nature. We went sledding and ate massive crap and we were soaked, well i was. But it was all worth it. way worth it. It was nice being able to share something fun and wonderful with a special person. i hope there will be more to come.

ive been praying hard. and ive been praying a lot.

i just hope that God, will be able to help me continue my faith in this world and in my life.

because there are days where i feel so alone and weak. i feel that nothing's going the way its supposed to. and i feel like giving up because literally whats the point. and today was exactly that kind of day. So i pray that i will be able to let go and believe.

if anyone has any prayer requests, feel free to let me know. :]

ps. does anyone know how to beat the strawberry samurai in Wario's Smooth Moves in the WII?