new beginnings.

Saturday was my last day at Grossmont. :[

I am "moving" up, supposedly to Miramar. Hopefully, things will run smoothly and i will catch on fast. Im really going to miss my co-workers are Gmont thought.

Im going to miss James's, crazy, hippy way at looking into life. He's always an inspiration and kept me strong and brought me down a notch when need be. He was my run too talk to about my problems guy, and he always was right. :] im going to miss that old man.

sigh, but i will not miss the annoying retail customers that come in demanding that i pick out a whole color scheme for their interior and exterior of their house. Hello, i just mix your paint...

I finally saw snow weds. i think its been about 6 years or so since ive seen snow. its been awhile. As you can see the wonderful lovely pic above of this post. :] its probably on of my recent fav of us. i dont have much pics of recently, its a shame...but under the circumstances it makes sense. Hopefully, ill be able to take more pics of us soo. :] sigh. anyways, it was great. i felt amazing to be in the snow "away" from the city and just be a part of nature. We went sledding and ate massive crap and we were soaked, well i was. But it was all worth it. way worth it. It was nice being able to share something fun and wonderful with a special person. i hope there will be more to come.

ive been praying hard. and ive been praying a lot.

i just hope that God, will be able to help me continue my faith in this world and in my life.

because there are days where i feel so alone and weak. i feel that nothing's going the way its supposed to. and i feel like giving up because literally whats the point. and today was exactly that kind of day. So i pray that i will be able to let go and believe.

if anyone has any prayer requests, feel free to let me know. :]

ps. does anyone know how to beat the strawberry samurai in Wario's Smooth Moves in the WII?

turn up the music...

i hope that everyone had an amazing valentines day. id like to believe that everyday is a day where you shower your partner with love. however, i believe that this holiday is not just a day for floral shops, jewelers, chocolate, and high end resturants to make money. because when you are in a relationship you get comfortable. and when you get comfortable, guess what happens. you start to take things for granted, you forget to compliment, and encourage. valentines day is a day where one can step back and realize, and once again "spark" the relationship. its a good thing to have...
my valentines day went well. i got to spend time with the most amazing person in the world. we got starbucks and watched Gran Torino, an amazing movie by the way. i couldnt ask for a better valentines day. :]

last week, i helped belle redecorate her room. we painted, rearraged, and the whole nine yards. i decided that it was finally time for me to rearrange my rooms, and put stuff away. so i did. :] my room looks so much more spacious and im happy!! additionally, my dad bought me a 32" flat screen tv and a wii. :] actually, i have to pay him back for the wii but whatever. im having fun. my parents have mii characters, its too cute. if anyone knows any fun games let me know. im really trying to save up for Rock Band. thats my ultimate dream game. i drool thinking about playing that game. hahaha how sad.

but thats it for now. good night everyone. & remember tomorrow's a new day.