Saturday, September 5, 2009

i love him...

HEY HEY HEY.

It's been awhile. I am really going to try harder to keep up with my blog. i promise. :]
anyways, i hope that everyone's doing well. its been really hot here in SD, and it really brings back the times when i was in Florida. I hate the weather in G-ville. gross.

i know that i should be more thankful that i have a job at the moment. but danng, i really dislike my job. :[ it makes me sooo frustrated. im such a happy-go-gracie, but since this job i can see my attitude and personality change. im constantly pissy and im super snappy. and i do not like that at all...i really need to keep up with my prayers and continually pray for myself. i really need to learn how to put myself first (well God first then me). Im constantly putting others before me and i just get burned. hmm...i wonder what this has to do with being pissy and snappy and prayer? anyways, sorry tangent. :]

and im going to apologize ahead of time, my keyboard got jacked up so if letters are missing and theres random spaces everywhere, its the laptop. i guess theres food or some stuff clogging up the keyboards. thats pretty gross...

ive been going to yoga lately, it seems to help me a lot. :] im so excited i found an activity that really helps me relax and let go of all my thoughts, even if it is just for a hour. but going to yoga, i started working out again. :] im going to try really hard to hit the gym hardcore. i always do good for a month and then fall out of it. i need to constantly push myself, cause im getting older and loosing weight isnt as easy anymore. i need to find someone who can train me for free. :] this is where i wished i had a boyfriend who worked out and was sexy and ripped. dont get me wrong. John is gorgeous and super hot. but in the bad boy kinda way. not the im ripped kinda way. hahaha. i know you ladies understand.

well i kinda have a brain fart. so im going to twitter stalk. hahaha.